Can I Bitch???

I left this blog for long and now i missed it

i'm sorry that i haven't been around here that's much

cause i have loads of things to do

and not just loads of things but also problems came

i'm bored and scared

is he with me now or not?

next month on date 15

will be our 1 year anniversary

and what have i done in the last 2 weeks?

i have done something wrong right?

i keep on asking myself the same question

round and round and round and round

but nothing really show up

i love him

really love him

i mean you,Aabid

now it's only you

for all this time it's only you

you didn't get it right?

you said you love me but why?

why this time i do this mad mistake

and you thinking about to leave me now?

why so?

what happen to us?

i said i'm sorry for everything

but now... arh! what' happening

i don't know

just love you

still love you

have a great nightmare

xo